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There I was, on a bike path that connected several nearby towns with my best friend, holding what looked to be a simple sugar cube. I was 17 and kinda nervous, I came from a fairly strict anti-drug household, and I had only tried weed a few month ago. He had picked up something new for me to try, and I hadn't done much research, but was interested.

Many thoughts raced through my mind as I began my first experience.

Will I be forever tripping? Will I be able to face my parents? Will I change? What would happen to me when I took it?

Little did I know at that time the powers that lay inside of me, the magical realms that transcend space, time and everything that is known.

The first experience, being a small 50-60 ug dose, taken with no expectations, left me thinking there is something more to "this" this human experience, and I had barely scratched the surface, but was ravenous for  more.

More came soon enough, as I dabbled in mushrooms, salvia, and over time would come to appreciate plant teachers as well as analogues made in a laboratory instead of nature.
Eventually my friend moved to college, and soon messaged me to go visit.

We planned the second trip with Lucy more carefully, making sure to cover our bases, and making sure we had enough supplies this go around. If I'm going to "dabble" in the mysteries of my own mind, I might as well immerse myself as deeply as I can.

The first few trips were full of that wonderous magic, the almost childlike delight from having found a bright new toy to play with. I tripped occasionally, and would find myself wanting to learn more and dive deeper.

When I was about 23-24, my friend passed away, leaving me without a guide, with nothing to connect me back to that strange world of magic, energy, and mystery that I had grown attached to. A few years went by, but the strong friendship i had with my friend, made stronger than one would think possible with a little help from a sugar cube of magic, left me longing to dive back into the realm of possibilities  after a while, and see what else they had in store for me.
I'm writing a book about psychedelics and trips I've had, lessons learned etc. This is going to be the introduction to it, I guess like a prologue. Feel free to leave comments or criticism, I'm hoping to get it published so I'd love some opinions about it.
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